"Have I not commanded you?"

The first time doing something new, especially when it involves fully obeying God, can be an incredibly daunting experience. It often feels akin to the exhilarating yet frightening moment when you first learned to ride a bike. The initial wobble, the fear of falling, and the uncertainty of whether you would be able to balance all combine to create a whirlwind of emotions. Yet, amidst that fear, there is also a sense of thrill and discovery, a hint of the freedom that comes with mastering a new skill. This is precisely how I feel about my journey with Unspoken Faith Collective.

For quite some time now, I have felt a profound calling from God urging me to write, to share my personal struggles, and to highlight the successes I have experienced through the teachings of scripture and my relationship with God. This calling has not come without its challenges. After enduring severe depression, anxiety, and Complex PTSD for several years—though, truthfully, these battles have been a part of my life for much longer—I found myself in a place of deep loneliness, overwhelming shame, and a sense of defeat that left me feeling irreparably broken.

In this state of despair, it was as if I was lost in a fog, unable to see the path ahead. I felt trapped in a cycle of pain and hopelessness, believing that my struggles defined me. However, it was during this darkest hour that God intervened in a way that I had never anticipated. When I finally reached a point of surrender, letting go of the need to control my circumstances, I allowed God to take the reins of my life. This act of faith was not easy; it required vulnerability and a willingness to confront the very pain I had been trying to escape.

As I began to open my heart to God, I discovered that He wanted to use my pain and struggles for a greater purpose. Each step I take on this journey is often met with new challenges, and I am acutely aware that the road ahead may become even more difficult. Yet, through it all, I have come to understand that God provides me with the strength and courage necessary to persevere. It is a daily reminder that I am not alone in this journey; I am supported by a loving God who walks with me every step of the way.

The ultimate goal of sharing my story and my faith through Unspoken Faith Collective is to offer hope and healing to others who may be experiencing similar struggles. I want to extend an invitation to those who feel lost, ashamed, or broken to find solace in God's Word and embrace His love. My prayer is that through my experiences, others will discover the transformative power of faith and the comfort that comes from knowing they are not alone in their battles. Each word I write is infused with the hope that healing is possible and that God’s love can mend even the most shattered hearts.

Joshua 1:9 "Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go."